Sunday, December 20, 2020

Getting Through Loneliness in this Time

 

Typically, Christmas has been a time where loneliness has been considered again and again as one of those risk factors for suicide.  It still is.

The expected happiness at Christmas is a like a night and day spotlight on loneliness. It is supposed to be the most wonderful time of the year where all is merry and bright.   We are supposed to be together with the ones we love and we are all supposed to be happy.  

There is a weight of expectation.  We are deluged and saturated with the bright and cheerful music that is supposed to take us back to those magical, childhood feelings of being three and four years of age where we were excited for toys.  Beyond getting past no longer believing in Santa Claus we awaken to family dysfunction and why our families do not look like TV commercials with their perfidious bursts of coziness and warmth and soft ringing chimes.   

In contrast and at the risk of exaggeration, the lonely person at Christmas is viewed as isolated, abandoned, helpless, hopeless, and likely contemplating how bad it is and how no one in the world cares if they were alive.   The lonely person thinking about such apathy can start thinking about wanting to go to sleep and not wake up and even think about ways to end their life. 

Maybe the lonely person at Christmas is not that bad.  However, they might be thinking of ways to end their life and s make a plan to do it.   Even with this sense of exaggeration suicidal thoughts are real for many in the loneliness and some will attempt it and tragically some will succeed.

Coping is Managing Our Emotional Pain

It is my opinion that if you have gotten through loneliness even with suicidal thoughts you have been successful in coping.  Coping does not make everything better. Coping is managing our emotional pain and distress.   More specifically coping skills and activities are those choices we make or those practices we engage in to get through the pain and suffering of life.

 In 2020 with the Covid-19 pandemic there has been a legally and socially mandated isolation and of course with it there has been nine to ten (10) months of loneliness.  We have not been able to be out with our support people.  We have missed weddings, funerals, baptisms, church services.  It would seem that with everything that has happened in 2020, loneliness at this Christmas is like rubbing salt in a wound or alcohol-based hand sanitizer in a paper cut (it really stings).

Some of the typical prescriptions for coping with loneliness is to go volunteer at a mission or soup kitchen and get out of your house.  That remedy is not necessarily going to be feasible most places, especially where I live in Louisville, Kentucky USA where the missions and homeless shelters have to maintain Covid-19 precautions.

Another remedy for loneliness is to get a pet.  Pets are essentially people and have an emotional relationship with their owners.  Pets give their owners unconditional acceptance and attention. They require you to take care of their physical needs so it is something else that you think about other than your own loneliness.  Pets are a good thing as many clients have told me over the years that their pets give them meaning and purpose. Well, that may be a little more feasible, because there are still rescue animals available, but some people rent and many landlords don’t allow pets.  Furthermore, pets are a financial responsibility because they need food and expensive veterinarian visits and if you have a cat you need the all-important kitty litter, so this may not be a reasonable option for loneliness, but if you want a pet and can get a pet . . . it may be a good idea.  

Otherwise, coping through loneliness may be some hard work between the ears.  Depending on who you are and your situation it may be harder work than I can even begin to guess, and you might be swearing under your breath as you read this. 

 

Being Alone Versus Loneliness.

Allow me to take an emotional intelligence approach.  There are at least three emotional states when we are alone.

Feeling Lonely

Being Alone

Craving Privacy

 

Being alone is an existential state but what it means to us at that time depends on what we are thinking and what other needs we have.  We can also merely be alone and focused on some other than our feelings, and we can actually crave privacy.

When we are alone, we are not focused on the fact that we are alone.  We do not have any particular emotional need at the time.  As the line in Kelly Clarkson’s song Stronger stated to some estranged love interest: “Doesn’t mean I’m lonely when I’m alone.”    We are good and we are focused on something that engages us and satisfies us or makes us content at the time even while we are by ourselves.

The other emotional state when being alone is craving privacy.  When we crave privacy, we have the need for space and boundaries between us and other people.  People can tire us out and we need to be alone to recharge and rest.    

Otherwise, to feel loneliness is to feel a human need for connection, relationship, and acceptance.  As been noted by many other writers you can be in a crowd of people, but if you do not have a personal, emotional connection and a relationship you might as well be alone in the wilderness.  We need people in our lives who show us acceptance of us for who we are as individuals, and not our professions, livelihoods, or for our wealth.

When we are lonely, we also can visit our other disappointments and hurts.  We can truly put ourselves in that dark, emotional cave that can be overwhelming and depressing . . . and maybe suicidal.  

Managing our feelings sometimes means stepping back and understanding our them.  Emotional needs are real and the world does not meet them.  The reality is that it is up to you and I to meet them.

 

Profundity in Coping is Often Over-rated.

Let’s face it, even though I try to be profound and new in what I have said in this blog over the years, I continue to be amazed at the simplicity of the late Wayne Dyer’s statement in his book, Your Erroneous Zones.

My feelings come from my thoughts.

I can control my thoughts

Therefore, I can control my feelings

When you are highly distressed, you are not necessarily interest in profound and deep thoughts.  As human beings, sometimes the simplest method is the best method.    Profundity in coping is sometimes over-rated. 

If we can get our minds on something other than our loneliness, we are coping.  Some people get their minds on other things by reading or watching something strange on “You Tube.”  Others will do puzzles or watch TV.   Yes, the holidays will likely be at the back of our mind because the nature of this time of year is to saturate with Christmas, but if we are not totally dwelling on it, we are managing our feelings and moving more towards being alone versus feeling “lonely.”  

Lastly, if you are on the edge and you are in crisis and are contemplating suicide, here are some numbers you can call:

If you are a local reader in Louisville Kentucky you can call

The Seven Counties Crisis line at 589-4313.   

The Peace Hospital Crisis line at 451-3333. 

If you are not in Louisville Kentucky, you can call the National Suicide Hotline at

800-273-TALK (8255)

Or you can call 911.  (911 operators are trained to help these days).

Otherwise, I give you a message of hope.   We can get through these moments of loneliness.  


Sunday, December 13, 2020

The Homeless in the Bon Air Area Appear to be Increasing and Settling in. What are our options? An Invitation to Discussion

 


As I have said before, I am a social worker by training and trade. I have some sympathy to the homeless population.   I must empathize the word "some."

In a grand sense, you would think that people who are down on their luck deserve some mercy.  I again emphasize the word "some." 

I regularly have homeless clients. Many of them are repeaters and even what we call "high-utilizers, " which means they come into the hospital a lot.  I see the same medication non-compliance, substance use, and failure to follow through with services.    

One of the frustrating scenarios is the conversation with a homeless individual who says that they have been banned from all the shelters.  Some have been banned for drugs and alcohol while others have been banned for fighting. Some say that they do not want to stay in the shelters because they don't like "rules." I cannot make them get along or follow rules.  

There is a tendency for those who do not want to live in the shelters and be able to drink alcohol when they want to is to go camping and be squatters. I have known a few clients to say that they "camp."  

Many of my homeless clients state that they want help getting housing, which is something we do not do in general.  

Housing efforts for the homeless are coordinated by the Homeless Coalition that includes Family Health Centers, St John's Men's Center, Wellspring of Kentucky, St Vincent Depaul, Wayside Mission, and the Salvation Army.  They evaluate a person's eligibility using the Service Prioritization Decision Tool (SPDAT).  The SPDAT in essence puts someone in line for grant-based housing, but the list is long. 

However, for those who have disability/SSI, I offer to refer them to a free-standing personal care home or boarding home where they can have room and board and get their personal needs met. The cost is that they have to make the home the payee for their check, and 99 percent say that they won't do that.  They want to be captain of their leaking ship.  I get the control issue,  We all want to be in control, which brings me to the homeless squatter camp in the public right of way at the Bardstown Rd-Watterson Expressway Interchange. 

There have been squatter camps in at least three places: 1) behind the Pets Palace/Thorntons, 2) along Beargrass Creek, and 3) on the island of the eastbound entrance to the Watterson.   Typically homeless camps are somewhat out of the public eye in some kind of cover and the one on the island was somewhat atypical because it was brazenly out in the open.  

Now they are on the entrance off of the eastbound Watterson.  This camp seems a little bigger and of course, it is out in the open (see the above picture). At this point, the homeless are more or less continuing their open panhandling activities. I have had my question as to how much they are related to drug-activities in the neighborhood given that there was an overdose death on November 17, 2020, at a storage facility in the 3400 block of Bardstown Rd. 

The dance or tension here is being concerned about their welfare but also about the aesthetic of our neighborhood.  The squatter camp is an eyesore but they are also human beings.   However, they essentially are flaunting their squatting in a public right of way where pedestrians are not allowed . . . in a dangerous place to boot. 

Bluntly, to me, the camp in its form does not represent survival. (It should, but it doesn't.) The continued panhandling on the medians despite LMPD repeatedly telling the homeless that it is illegal is anti-social behavior.  It is all disruptive behavior in Bon Air and on its doorstep.

The last site of disruptive behavior in the Bon Air Neighborhood was the Economy Inn, now called "Budgetel."  In a grand sense, the Michigan-based owners have done enough to squash the behavior as there are far fewer police reports.  

I would say that it is not a crisis yet.  However, if we see an uptick in crimes and police reports  related to the homeless we will be on the verge of one. 

What should the neighborhood's response to these people be?  Do we embrace their need or do we work to move them out?   What are our options?   I am open to starting a discussion. 




 

Wednesday, December 9, 2020

Bon Air Crime Analysis for November 2020. Down About 15 Percent from October.

 This is an analysis for November, 2020 based on data posted by the Louisville Metro Police Department  at  https://data.louisvilleky.gov/dataset/crime-reports


It is a Microsoft Excel CSV file that required some manipulation and sorting and beginning this year it was loaded into JASP, which is an open source statistical package.  This analysis does include events that happen on the edge of the neighborhood.




As usual it includes the crimes reported within the boundaries of the historical Bon Air Neighborhood as defined:
1) Bardstown Road on the West  
2) Hikes Lane on the South
3) Furman Blvd on the East and
4) Taylorsville Rd and the Watterson Expressway on the North. 

The Analysis reflects events that happen on the lines and so some of the reports reflect what has happened just on the line and outside the geopolitical boundary of the neighborhood.  

Overall the rate of police reports within the boundaries was down by about 15 percent as there were 58 reports.  There had been 68 in October. 

As usual, the 40218 and Bon Air sections had more. 

Reports by Zip Code

Variable

Level

Counts

Total

Proportion

p

ZIP_CODE

40218

46

58

0.793

< .001

 

40220

12

58

0.207

< .001

Reports by Zone

Variable

Level

Counts

Total

Proportion

p

Zone

Bon Air

47

58

0.807

< .001

 

Highgate Springs

11

58

0.193

< .001

The 3300 Block of Bardstown was the location with the most reports

Reports at 3300 Bardstown Rd

Level

Counts

Total

Proportion

p

ASSAULT

3

15

0.200

0.035

FRAUD

3

15

0.200

0.035

OTHER

4

15

0.267

0.118

THEFT/LARCENY

4

15

0.267

0.118

VANDALISM

1

15

0.067

< .001




The highest number of reports were for assaults. Theft and larcenies were not far behind.

Types of Reports 

Variable

Level

Counts

Total

Proportion

p

CRIME_TYPE

ASSAULT

14

58

0.241

< .001

 

BURGLARY

3

58

0.052

< .001

 

DRUGS/ALCOHOL VIOLATIONS

1

58

0.017

< .001

 

FRAUD

5

58

0.086

< .001

 

MOTOR VEHICLE THEFT

3

58

0.052

< .001

 

OTHER

11

58

0.190

< .001

 

THEFT/LARCENY

12

58

0.207

< .001

 

VANDALISM

4

58

0.069

< .001

 

VEHICLE BREAK-IN/THEFT

5

58

0.086

< .001



The assaults were in the following locations: 

 

Variable

Level

Counts

Total

Proportion

p

BLOCK_ADDRESS

2200 BLOCK GERALD CT

1

14

0.071

0.002

 

2200 BLOCK HEATHER LN

2

14

0.143

0.013

 

2200 BLOCK LIVERPOOL LN

1

14

0.071

0.002

 

2400 BLOCK MEADOW DR

1

14

0.071

0.002

 

2700 BLOCK MASEMURE CT

3

14

0.214

0.057

 

2900 BLOCK HIKES LN

1

14

0.071

0.002

 

3100 BLOCK DOREEN WAY

1

14

0.071

0.002

 

3300 BLOCK BARDSTOWN RD

3

14

0.214

0.057

 

3600 BLOCK WINDWARD WAY

1

14

0.071

0.002

The larcenies were in the following places.

Location of Thefts/Larcencies

Variable

Level

Counts

Total

Proportion

p

BLOCK_ADDRESS

2200 BLOCK HIKES LN

2

12

0.167

0.039

 

2300 BLOCK HIKES LN

1

12

0.083

0.006

 

2800 BLOCK FLORA AVE

1

12

0.083

0.006

 

3000 BLOCK HIKES LN

1

12

0.083

0.006

 

3300 BLOCK BARDSTOWN RD

4

12

0.333

0.388

 

3400 BLOCK BARDSTOWN RD

1

12

0.083

0.006

 

3500 BLOCK BARDSTOWN RD

1

12

0.083

0.006

 

3700 BLOCK BARDSTOWN RD

1

12

0.083

0.006

 

Car-related thefts have been of interest for a long time. Here are the two tables on these reports.

Location of Car Break-ins

Variable

Level

Counts

Total

Proportion

p

BLOCK_ADDRESS

2200 BLOCK HIKES LN

1

5

0.200

0.375

 

3500 BLOCK HERB LN

1

5

0.200

0.375

 

3600 BLOCK GREEN MEADOWS DR

1

5

0.200

0.375

 

3700 BLOCK BARDSTOWN RD

2

5

0.400

1.000

 

Location of Vehicle Thefts

Variable

Level

Counts

Total

Proportion

p

BLOCK_ADDRESS

2300 BLOCK HIKES LN

1

3

0.333

1.000

 

3400 BLOCK BARDSTOWN RD

1

3

0.333

1.000

 

3500 BLOCK HERB LN

1

3

0.333

1.000

 


I have decided to do a few things differently this post.  I looked at the other stuff, and a few things caught my eye. 

Variable

Level

Counts

Total

Proportion

p

UOR_DESC

DEATH INVESTIGATION

1

12

0.083

0.006

 

DEATH INVESTIGATION (OVERDOSE)

1

12

0.083

0.006

 

DOMESTIC ABUSE DUTIES OF LAW ENFORCEMENT

2

12

0.167

0.039

 

HARASSING COMMUNICATIONS

1

12

0.083

0.006

 

MISSING PERSONS

5

12

0.417

0.774

 

POSS OF MARIJUANA

1

12

0.083

0.006

 

RECOVERY OF STOLEN VEHICLE-OUT OF JURISDICTION

1

12

0.083

0.006

 

The death investigation/overdose gave me some pause about 3400 Bardstown Rd/2200 Heather Lane.



Reports at 2200 block Heather Lane/3400 block Bardstown Rd

Variable

Level

Counts

Total

Proportion

p

CRIME_TYPE

ASSAULT

2

5

0.400

1.000

 

MOTOR VEHICLE THEFT

1

5

0.200

0.375

 

OTHER

1

5

0.200

0.375

 

THEFT/LARCENY

1

5

0.200

0.375

The death investigation (overdose) was at "a storage facility" at the 3400 block of Bardstown. The assaults were at an apartment, and there are several in the vicinity so I cannot tell which one. .  

I looked at October numbers:

Reports at 3400 Block of Bardstown Rd October 2019

Variable

Level

Counts

Total

Proportion

p

CRIME_TYPE

ASSAULT

1

6

0.167

0.219

 

BURGLARY

1

6

0.167

0.219

 

MOTOR VEHICLE THEFT

1

6

0.167

0.219

 

THEFT/LARCENY

1

6

0.167

0.219

 

VANDALISM

1

6

0.167

0.219

 

VEHICLE BREAK-IN/THEFT

1

6

0.167

0.219

Then I looked at September numbers

Reports at 3400 Bardstown September 2020

Variable

Level

Counts

Total

Proportion

p

CRIME_TYPE

OTHER

2

3

0.667

1.000

 

VEHICLE BREAK-IN/THEFT

1

3

0.333

1.000


The point I am getting at is that the area that is  2200 Heather/3400 Bardstown is evidencing an increasing trend in criminal activity and possible drug activity. The overdose in the storage facility was likely an overdose on heroin or fentanyl. Drug use/relapse is increasing since Covid-19 has shut down AA groups and NA groups. (https://www.frontiersin.org/articles/10.3389/fpsyt.2020.00767/full)

From the heroin/fentanyl users I have met in my work, I have learned that they typically have to hustle which includes panhandling and engage in criminal activities to keep scoring fixes. I am surprised that the number of police reports is not higher.  

Closing Thoughts

Overall, Bon Air still has a low crime rate from earlier in the year.  It is a good thing that many have doorbell cameras.  they do discourage would-be thieves.  The crime watches that exist in Bon Air Estates and Brookfield Manor continue to appear to be effective given that there were no reports in those areas.  I have some concerns that we might see some door pirate reports so I would encourage you to keep on top of your Amazon (and other internet retail) email notices as to when your packages are to arrive and keep your car doors locked. 

Have a merry and safe Christmas.